Don't belong
As I sit with my hand is yours, my heart is writing dreams.
All these dreams you don't know about.
But when I go to bed, I'm thinking about seeing your face that 10 minutes ago.
Saying goodnight to you.
I'm thinking about whether those dreams will come true with you.
Or with someone else.
Seeing your smile everday makes me smile.
Knowing about you makes me happy inside.
I've fallen for you.
But I don't know you at all.
Only little bits of you
And I'm already in love with you.
In my dreams you're with me.
Once again.
Dreams won't last forever but will you keep making more with me?
Will you keep your promises?
That you've already made?
I miss you already.
Can't wait to see you next.
Just a day
Just an ordinary day
Trying to get by
Just a boy
Just an ordinary boy
But he was looking the sky
Twilight
I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight
Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me I could change Whatever came within these shallow days
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen
As the sun shines through it pushes away and pushes ahead
It fills the warmth of blue and leaves a chill instead and
I didn't know that I could be so blind to all that is so real
But as illusion dies I see there is so much to be revealed
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight
I was stained, by a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight...
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What an awesome day I've had.
Church was awesome today, heard such awesome words and the worship was just incredible. It didn't matter that the
Bomb was only acoustic...God still met.
Words that were brought were real encouraging for me. About giving your all and making yourself available for God. I need to do that. Alex said we need to get rid of stuff thats in our life that is mucking us up. And that confirmed something for me. It's tough, but I gotta get rid of stuff. So that's what i've been doing this afternoon. Sorting out stuff.
But searching the web while I've been bored, I looked on the
kch website and there was a link for
SRT (as there normally is) but I clicked on it to see for any updates. And seeing all the stuff it said about Horsham on there was incredible! I didn't know we'd made such an impact!
Check it out here! We're famous!
But it made me realise how much God is actually using us, even though this seems like nothing...it's making a huge impact on the rest of the word!
Today, Rose gave the giving talk, and she touched me and I just hope she'd touched others. Even though she'd read it to me last night while panicking, she delivered her prospective and thoughts and gave something to us all. Thanks Rose!
I'm moving on from the old
Turning to the new
Waiting for you to reveal your plans
To let me see through
I'm leaning on you now
Giving you my all
Letting go of everything
Making myself available
Letting go of everythingMaking myself available
Sweet child of mine
I wonder how long I'll keep this sweet child of mine going. How long will I keep craddling it and feeding it and burping it.
hmmm as my
imvu character says.
Y'all keep looking at this, and I know - my lovely weekly summary membership for this baby rules!!
I don't have much to say anymore. Except stating the fact that I don't have much to say anymore.
So my summers been pretty juicy so far. Haven't done much, awesome. One weird thing is...I haven't been getting up real late like I thought I would've. I've been trynna beat
Ben's max of 1pm. But I wake up at 9ish...and then I just can't lie in my bed in all this heat.
IT BURNS!
But the weather has been awesome for sunbathing and beaching and swimming and chilling and pretty much everythinging we don't normally get to do in the winter. stupid winter.
So allround it's been pretty sweet hanging out with my two good friends
Lauren and
Jonny pratically everyday of the holidays. But what's even more fun. Is filming with them. :) Wish I had some pictures to put on here of mine and
Lauren's classy outfits...but my little prettys, you shall have to wait!
So everyone head over to
Nick's and bug him senseless about blogging again. And tell him what a silly boy he is for getting his haircut.
You look too young now my darling!Peace out. Sham.
Dya remember...
Dya remember...:...when we were so close we could tell when each other was lying?
...when we'd be with each other 24/7?
...watching The Lion King while on the phone together and sing along?
...when we walked from school to yours and pretended we were french?
...when we made loads of clubs up, and we were the only members?
...when we'd stay up til 4am playing Flip out?
...when you ate that sickening sandwich on your birthday?
...when my tongue got stuck to those gross lollies?
...when we did a make-over on each other...as clowns?
...when we were 'the geeks' at school?
...the ghost-horse?
...how much I worry about you? Zooggy.Dya remember...:...one fight we've had? I don't.
...when we'd play tils constantly?
...when we'd have that sleepover chart to see who's turn it was?
...when we we're good friends with him?
...the cup choosing?
...all the shopping we'd do?
...when I borrowed your sister's pj trousers and I put them on backwards, but we couldn't find the front?
...the booklet questions we'd make for each other?
...when I went to your camp, and I had so much fun with you?
...how much I miss youDya remember...:...us breaking the rules, and totally regretting it?
...the memories we had, but are now forgotten?
...how young we were?
...our awesome group?
...the trip up to CCK?
...it was us who made up the 'attitude band'?
...when I totally embarrased myself by spilling my drink?
...how much you meant to me?Dya remember...:...'pass me the book...I love you too!'?
...'I put it in the bin...I thought you might.'?
...our hiccups?
...'hat hat hat hathathathathahahahahaha'?
...trying to wake me up for work?
...'wheel me darling, wheel me?'
...me ignoring u on the train?
...you're black.?
...how totally inspiring you are?Dya remember...:...Christina Agulegra?
...permament?
...the first DalesDown ever?
...yaw awesome nan?
...when we played monopoly for hours on end?
...that you're my little sister in my eyes?
Dya remember...:...'dya remember'?!
...our first walk, with the pub umbrella?
...when you dressed up as a cowgirl and me as a *something that I can't remember*?
...the times we'd phone each other just for comfort?
...getting drunk on orange juice?
...
the tornado club?
...when we were insepereable?
...when we cooked and someone got butter on the cupboard door?!
...the blue t-shirt guy?!
...how weak I am, but how strong you are?
...the dances we did, and thankfully some that people didn't see?!
...the woman in wilko's when you said that thing?
...how much you amaze me with your beauty?
Dya remember...:...splitting me and *name* up because I asked you to on the mini-bus?
...sitting on that bench and our bums getting absolutely frozen?
...teaching me bout the stars, but having no luck because I had no glasses on?!
...fighting for the front seat of *name*'s car and that one time you gave up?
...watching
Salad Fingers round yours with *name* and *name*?
...going to the cinema with you and a group of people?
...being so tired we didn't say goodnight, but it didn't matter?
...walking home?
...always praying for my back?
...the old man 'lost' outside the h club?!
...
'we may be a blonde family, but we're not that blonde!' *silence*?
...being excited about the same stuff?
...being so innocent?
...having a weak bladder every night?
...? Dya remember...:...when we started singing at the same time?
...in America when we both said we hated each other?
...when we'd slide down the stairs in the washing basket?
...we'd be totally crazy?
...when we all dived for Chester instead of the chocolates?
...your Cowfold dance?
...your chav look?!
...the hoover?
...wrestling?
...playing football, and I'd win against you?!
...Molly eating our ears?
...the car/tool shop?
...my laugh when we put the hat on Chester?
...the dances we made up to Chilis?
...we're too cool for school?
Dya remember...:...the video of *name*'s and *name*'s party?
...the hour?
...'All the creatures, on the beaches, Making waves in the motion pictures'?
...'they're in love'?
...that I can wake you up...veeeeeeeery easily?!
...S***********...L********** :D
...when we lost one of your dogs?
...swingball and couldn't stop laughing?
...walking to the shop, and you just couldn't win?
...you dancing to 21st Century?
...keeping Chester and *name* away and just being dragged along the ground?
...the
shopping you helped me with?
...that you're too awesome to put into words?
Happy Birthday Rosie and Jack!Love you guys heapsxxxxxxxxxx
The Prom
Here's the pictures if you wanna see.
Click Here.
It was a totally awesome night. Realised how much I love my friends and care bout them! And would be nowhere without them!
Love every single one of you.
xxx
