Nothing good lasts
Yeh...so...im unhappy now, well not unhappy, but just not happy.Why do all the good things in my life go?
Things that could actually be AMAZING, just go.
Ive have so much trouble with friendships recently....people thinking i don't care about them, friends thinking i will judge them if they talk to me about their problems, so i have to find out by other people, does no-one trust me? Just because im a christian, doens't mean im gonna judge you, or your mistakes or how you feel...im not a complete bitch...am I?
Im sorry to not have updated for ages and then bring a really depressing one out, but im fed up, hurt and emotionally-drained. and not in a good way.
Im not saying I wanna be an agony aunt or anything, but even friends that ive known all my life don't tell me stuff...that hurts.
I just wanna curl up in a ball on a pile of cushions, stay there for hours on end crying my heart out.
People are gonna say...'you can trust me...i won't tell ANYONE' but i can only actually believe that from a couple of people, because past experiences have taught me stuff. Even if you tell your closest friend, other people are still gonna find out. If someone confides in you, pours their heart out to you, you have no right to go and tell other people...thats just wrong. It frustrates me. Everyone has the right to have at least one person they can confide in and that person not tell a soul. But some people are so caught up in gossip they have to tell other people...hello?...its not gossip...its peoples personal feelings.
Theres so much stuff i wanna say on here, but i wanna spare peoples feelings...so ill just end it here.
But please could you just pray for me...im not a happy bunny.
Sorry its short again
posted by MissHarwood @ 20:05
16 Comments:
im proberly not one of those people coz we havent prperly chated in yonks but i just want u to know if u ever need a shoulder to cry on ill be there for u if u want me to be! i'll pray that ur mates will understand what ur going through and that they'll tell you things agaian and also u will be able to confide in them again too.
god bless niki xxjwooqaemg
thanks guys
Im soz u going through this its tuff 2 lern !
Now u no how i felt!!!!!!!!
soz 2 bring it up...i cnt trust no1 fully cept 1 person and she aint even a xian!!
ciao!
xx
hope u feel better
aslwasy here to tlak but i think we hav lost that!
bi
x
i know who anonymous is...
me too...
Hat... well hun u know how I feel about this whole situation.. I can totally hear ya.. Its so vital tho that you can tell someone.. A guy is always good but to have some kind of influence and advice would definately be good to come from a trusted girl that is a true mate not a gossip mate.. U know where I am and all that Jazz.. Keep ya head up girl... You were meant for more than this!!
People that gossip are not happy with themselves and also people that gossip either are jealous or want to be you..
Love ya.. Im just a phone call away aye!! Dont forget that! Oh and the walk was pretty funny.. Will have to do that again sometime..
Arohanui (love ya!)
B XxX
I knew It would all catch up with you.! Thats why I went to find other friends ages and ages ago. But I'll pray for u.
Thats harsh.. What kind of encouragement is that? You sound really jealous and sarcastic.. Oh "I will pray for you".. I think you need to pray for your attitude!!!!
Love ya hun!!!
At the end of the day Hat they are just jealous of you.. remember that!! Jealous gets you know where.. You stick out a mile if your a jealous person it ends up making you ugly as a person... So I will pray for you!
hi hat i still like da ducks they rule like da blog look dont beunhappy oh iknow be happy :)
clare x
anonymous...just put your name, we all know who you are (well i know i do and some other people) just say it to my face....
Tough break, Id recomend chatting with your mum or Nicola or another strong Godly woman. you never have to 'go it' there are always people there for you Hat. Please can you send on my regards to your family, I miss them so much. and its only now I realise how much they looked after me. adamkelly121085@hotmail.com
Adz Kelz.
Thanks Adam...but you do relise your gonna get quite a few people nicking that email address..!! But if you want me to delete your comment so no-one sees it, just say.
Thanks for the concern and i will pass on the shout to my family. Hope to hear from you soon.
Blessins
Missin ya too mate!
come on girls... not a way to communicate with your friends when there is a problem... talk about it.. Or if you got something to say to each other say it in person.. if your real then u will.... Dont has a fallout over the internet its not good.
love you guys...
in response to adam kelly's comment about 'godly women' why does hat necesarily have to talk to someone who is a christian? believe it or not ppl who arent christians know about these things too. non christians dont have some sort of disability we live in the same world as christians and experience similar problems everyday and just cos arent a christian doesnt mean ur not a caring understanding person. these problems arent centred around religion really, they are just everyday things and hat cud talk to anyone who she trusts about em. im not having a dig im merely stating my opinion, there are ppl out there who believe in god but have a slightly different belief system. As long as u remain a gud person and friend and u are open minded towards ppl from all walks of life then i think ur ok.
I agree with Becky Flegg, we are all the same, and all deserve the same things, and anyway, you can talk to anyone you like...
This part got me thinking (Just because im a christian, doesn't mean im gonna judge you, or your mistakes or how you feel).
I hate that. The fact that people are so dumb in the way they handle religion that they give bad reputation to anyone who tries to be a Christian. People thinking that a Christian will always judge you is a result of people's stupidity and fanaticism. Where in fact a Christian should never judge (Matthew 7:1). But what you see is 'Christians' being a pain in the ass for everyone around them. They ALWAYS talk about religion till they bore people to tears. Jesus said: (Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven - Matthew 5:16). In other words, actions speak louder than words. ACTIONS! Got that people?!?! So go help the poor and the sick.
And how you draw the line between what's right and what's wrong, what makes you cool and what makes you a jerk, needs wisdom (Be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves - Matthew 10:16).
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