Holy Spirit, Gift of God

I heart blogging

I've spent the last hour, I guess you could call it Re-discovering myself, by reading all the old posts in my blog.
Some things I'd totally cringe at and want to delete, others I'd be proud of.

I think it's important to read old stuff you've written. Someone once told me not to throw away an old journal of mine because it's important. I listened and am glad I did.

My blog has always been my creativity getaway and I've always enjoyed it. Other than writing, I'm not creative. I always wish I could paint and have a room like Allie in The Notebook. But, I'm alright with just being able to write.

I also looked at the comments. Brings back a lot of memories. I think from reading everything tonigh, God has shown me something which I need to change. Writing is something I enjoy, and I'm also an open, honest and blunt person. So my blog worked well for me.

I was never forcing people to read it. Things I wrote, of course, resulted in all different kinds of comments. I never found out who each anon was but that doesn't matter so it's okay.
But I think a part of me got torn apaert in those comments and I guess I've always been feeling the consequence ever since. It's amazing how our words can change people view of themselves, people's behaviour and people's personality.
I think maybe thats why theres always been gaps between my blogging.

So this is what Gods showing.

To hold my heart out once again to reach people all over the world.


Just as I wrote the full stop of that sentence, Brooke Fraser sang down my headphones I'm holding my heart out to you.

Wow.

I think God wants me to come back to blogging.

posted by MissHarwood @ 00:21