Joyage
When I listen to Switchfoot, I feel so at peace. I close my eyes, sing the words in my heart and suddenly a smile comes upon my face.I start to feel the joy I haven't felt in years.
I can't control my smile. It constantly expands.
When I take a deep breath, I can smell the fresh air of then.
When I take a deep breath, I can smell the fresh air of then.
I get so excited and happy that tears fall from my smiling eyes.
Nothing seems to matter. I continue like this until the song finished.
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Which at that point I open my eyes...
...and get hurled back to "reality".
I then start to wonder what more I'm meant to live for.
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Will I ever be as happy as I was then? It was pure joy and content. Did I take it for granted?
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Was it all because of the people I had around me? Or was it because of who I was in God?
Am I worse off now?
Or am I being ungrateful and not realising what I've got this year?
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I miss then, I miss it, I miss her, I miss him, I miss everyone, I miss everything.
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I miss myself.
.I'm coming back, I promise.
posted by MissHarwood @ 15:43
3 Comments:
Wonderful. Soon, soon.
You knew the peace of your smile
The joy of that crisp fresh air
Tears flowed - excited, yet happy content.
Remember who you were in God.
You are still that person.
God hasn't changed. You?
Miss you, too.
Coming back? When?
You are a genuine new unsung song.
Take great care on that road - stay close to Him.
- don't get lost.
Come back to you.
There are stars in the rain
- you have seen the stars.
Can you count them?
We pray the rain will clear -
I want more than blue skies
I want more than just ok
I'm not giving up
Wow
Thank you so much
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