Fear the Lord
I want to say something about how amazing God is, and how in love with him I am, and I want to dedicate this post to him. But Im speachless really.
I have been so into this song for months now
Its just my prayer.
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross
I was being rid of myself a few weeks ago. Some troubling times.
I started to complain about it, and then realised God was just answering my prayer.
Amen.
I realised that although you have friends and others around to support you and assist you in prayer, the only one who can actually help you is God.
Heis the allpowerful one.
The mighty one.
And I'm afraid of him.
In Deuteronomy 6 it says to, so I'm good there!
I'm so afraid of what he's going to do with me next year. In the next few months. How he's going to solve situations that I can only presume are gonna go one way.
I'm so scared of the people he's going to bring into my life, bring back into my life, and take out of my life.
I'm scared of who he's going to make me, mould me, how he's gonna test me.
Some times I wish that he would just give someone a prophecy and take away these nightmares.It's been too long.
But it scares me even more knowing that if I don't listen and obey him, it could all go wrong.
So I stand firm in that fact that he loves me, and even though things will be hard, he will always have a plan for me.
So as I go and speak with my elder now of how we presume next year is gonna go, I chuckle at the thought of God sitting in heaven knowing how its gonna go. It comforts me that someone knows.
I sometimes wonder if he has something to do with the spiritual world.
posted by MissHarwood @ 19:34
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