Monday, May 19, 2008

Charlie

Why does God give us passions before he gives it to us.

Sounds like a simple answer to a stupid question. But I don't understand it.
I have such a passion that it aches in my heart. I feel I have so much love to give, but I can't.
Do I have to direct it somewhere else? Should I use it for other things? Or just store it up for that child?



I want to be a mother.
I want to go through those 'horrible' 9 months of pregnancy, have an 'outtie', get back ache, give birth, and at the end of that hardship...have a child of mine.
Seems like a big statement for an 18 year old.
But Gods given me this heart for a long time.


Written on my heart is Proverbs 31.
I've always wanted to be the best wife, mum, friend, sister in the world.
I know I won't be.
I can't.


But not being able to try makes me feel physically sick.
It brings tears to my eyes thinking about me ever holding my own son/daughter in my arms.
Having them be totally dependent on me for everything.


I can't do anything except cry out to God. He knows why I have this passion inside of me.
Am I too impatient?

No words to describe him

http://youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA


He's awesome.

I'm totally in love with him.

I'm deeply in love.

There's no words to describe him.


"how many tissues have u used?"


I typed 'indescribable' into google images.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Creative Writing

College has announced a 'Creative Writing' competition.














GaryLee and myself are going for it :)

We have until September to enter in, but I did it today! Yes eager I know, but why wait around when I've got stuff on here already?! Precisley.
So I posted the today song I wrote.

You think it was a good one?

We can enter anything in. Song, Poem, Script, Dialogue.

Lemme kno which one you think I should've used.

This? This? This? This? This? This?






Hope you like the new style.
Hope people still read this.